Happy New Year!

2011 is coming to an end. What happened this year? For me, the biggest decision was to quit my full time job and giving up on a stable income to pursue a personal interest as well to take over the job of SAHM. My maid decided to went back after working with us for 3.5years. God bless her for not giving me problems and taking good care of the household  and helping me out in any way she can. It saddens me that she's going back for good, as I have regarded her as part of my family. But I guess, there will come a time when such decision has to be made.

I must thank my hubby for giving such support for my decision as I know it may not be easy on him being the sole breadwinner but thanks to Allah, we managed just fine financially. The biggest blessing ever was when I found out that I am pregnant with my 3rd child. It was unexpected even though we knew we wanted to have a no 3. Such a blessing for this family, and we embrace it with an open heart. The first 3months of this pregnancy was not easy. Emotionally and financially. But we survived afterall. Alhamdullilah. And to make it sweeter, we found out during the detailed scan checkup that I am carrying a boy! Just as what we wanted it to be. How thankful we are to HIM for granting this wish for us and our firstborn.

2012 will be a better year for us, insyaallah. With the coming of our dragon baby, Arian's circumcision, our house renovation and another year of me being SAHM, I know we will do just fine. Together as a unit, stronger than ever. As I grow a year older, I am also slowly taking a step back from the "social" life that I used to have. I wish to withdraw myself slowly from the "advanced technology of the social networking" which I personally feel full of dramas and such. Having my family and closed friends with me is more than enough to filled my life with contentment. I want to be a better muslimah, a mother and wife. I am soon approaching 30s and adding 1 more to my responsibility, so the only thing I wish for is a good change in me. Insyaallah.

May 2012 be a better year for all of you!